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Name: Natasha
Birthday: 2/14/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Church
Music- christian, rock, r&b, pretty much everything but twangy twangy country... even the word twangy is terrible in itself!
Expertise: Not being alone.. i can't stand it so i'm always doing something.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  newbuddytasha
Member Since:
8/3/2005
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| So... basically i'm gunna some up my life right now- so proceed if you want. as other people say it's more for me than for you and now i know why but yea... i figured i should talk so.
My life as of right now revolves around the fact that i SUCK at making decisions. how come whenever you have one decision they all just start piling up. i had to choose like 50 things this week and they weren't the kind of decisions like "should i take my pain killers now or see if i can take the pain" but they were like kinda major ones. like idk where to get a job. i know where i want to go to school now but idk what i want to do. i don't really have so many skills- i mean i'm not terrible at things i'm just not great at things. idk- i'd rather be excellent in one area and suck at the rest than be okay at all of them. but that' just my personality.
so... decisions why is life made of so many choices? why can't God just make me do what he wants me to so i don't feel like everything that i do or am doing is wrong. How is it even possible to figure out which thing to choose. idk if i completely made the right choices this week but at least i made some i guess- even though it SUCKED!
I guess the moral of life right now is that everything comes at a cost. nothing is free. we just have to wait and see what good and bad comes from the things we've chosen. and so far i've been good at choosing poorly. luv ya! ttyl. if you need anything just ask. Tasha <>< | | |
| what do you do when you have songs like "my milk shake brings all the boys to the yard" stuck in your head? because to me right now it's simply terrifying! | | |
| Spring break has been in a word- incredible. What started out to be a normal day in the life of everyother person that talks to me- sitting around out home watchin movie/tv or w/e and just reading and stuff w/o a lot of people around- anyways. it started off terrifyingly boring and i almost went out of my mind. but now i'm in love w/ my week. i mean my sisters and i have just been "chillin" or w/e. we sat outside on the porch today "tanning" even though that's pretty much impossible when it's this time of year and our paleness is pretty evident. but idk. we just took social breaks. We did facials and drank tea and talked of old times like when kels and i used to trick court into eating mud. haha. what a jerk i am. anyways- it was so GORGEOUS outside today! till it started storming. but anyways the point is that i've fallin in love w/ just relaxing and not worrying about time or anything. It's great. Better days is also my official favorite song for now! | | |
| I guess the latest thing that i've found out is that i'm not good enough to tell things to. I mean granted... there are things i didn't specifically ask people, but there are still things i should've known and someone should've told me. But that's okay. I get it. Whatever. Life's full of great suprises like that. :) Tasha <>< | | |
| Why don't people ever say what they mean? like even if something is terrible i'd rather just know than have people dance around the topic-- but i guess i can't complain b/c i probably do the same thing. Idk. So... the "slumber" party sunday night truly wasn't a real slumber party.... SO... next time it will be. We'll paint nails watch chick flicks, girl talk... you know the REAL slumber party stuff.
Sorry!!! To all of you who i stupidly invited to a movie i didn't know about or even seen previews for. I'm just retarded like that and was oblivious. WHY DIDN'T anyone tell tell me. Some people who knew just like went around the fact that umm... ok we can go see that. How was i supposed to know? Next time just be like Hey YOU that's a stupid movie lets watch veggie tales... or just anything cuz anything would have been a little better. I'm really sorry again. And now i have to write AP US paper. Fun fun fun. It's okay though b/c i have the computer in my dad's office whenever i like cuz parents are outa town till like saturday night or sunday? WOOT WOOT. PARTEEY. Just joking... like i would actually do that. Anyways... see ya'll at church tomorrow. Early release=HECK YES!! We should do something super sweet. Again. yea. Tasha <>< | | |
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